Tuesday, June 29
Alite.. School's over for another day. Gonna go to the Airport on Saturday. Remembered how Sherlyn used to tell me it was a great place to de-stress. Next to staring at her fish, of course. How I wish there wasnt any more school. I coud really use the time to think. I dont think I can spend another day faking smiles all the way.
I stayed back today, even though I didnt feel like it, but Xiu Feng needed me and Isabelle there. She had some problems. I wanted to be a friend so I stayed behind. But,
instead of talking bout her problem, she took my phone and played with it after talking awhile, so me and Isabelle started our own conversation. Man, Isabelle is tha pro. Without even asking or telling to, she knew what was going on in my mind without reading my diary. She's either a very very good guesser or could read my mind.
Well. She talked to me about it, gave me her views and stuff. She, I dont regret telling to. The rest, I did. Never mind, shant dwell on what is done. So many people, so many pieces of advice, so many choices. But I guess there is only two roads for me to choose from. On Saturday, I will know. That is when I sort out ALL my thinking. Jonathan's given me a few things to think about. I hope to have them all sorted out by the time I step back home on Saturday evening.
Sherlyn will be coming with me. I had wanted to ask Jonathan, as I felt I could just say out whatever I felt. But I think if I get him along, there will be no end to his talking. And I would probably not get any thoughts sorted out. Well, sorry Jon.. But I guess I need someone's company, someone who will be quiet and do his/her own things. I would probably spend my time starting into space, lost in thought.
Summary: Today. Routine. Boring. Tuesday.
I stayed back today, even though I didnt feel like it, but Xiu Feng needed me and Isabelle there. She had some problems. I wanted to be a friend so I stayed behind. But,
instead of talking bout her problem, she took my phone and played with it after talking awhile, so me and Isabelle started our own conversation. Man, Isabelle is tha pro. Without even asking or telling to, she knew what was going on in my mind without reading my diary. She's either a very very good guesser or could read my mind.
Well. She talked to me about it, gave me her views and stuff. She, I dont regret telling to. The rest, I did. Never mind, shant dwell on what is done. So many people, so many pieces of advice, so many choices. But I guess there is only two roads for me to choose from. On Saturday, I will know. That is when I sort out ALL my thinking. Jonathan's given me a few things to think about. I hope to have them all sorted out by the time I step back home on Saturday evening.
Sherlyn will be coming with me. I had wanted to ask Jonathan, as I felt I could just say out whatever I felt. But I think if I get him along, there will be no end to his talking. And I would probably not get any thoughts sorted out. Well, sorry Jon.. But I guess I need someone's company, someone who will be quiet and do his/her own things. I would probably spend my time starting into space, lost in thought.
Summary: Today. Routine. Boring. Tuesday.
michi ]|[ 20:49